Worried about my friends today - two of them - oh dear I so wish I could be a miracle worker and make them happy!!
Its so hard to know where to begin - one of them I told you about - put her text messages in my journal - well in a way she annoys me because she is seeing a married man and she is married and I know she wont do anything about it!! I get cross with her and say for gods sake just get out then and tell him you want him. She went out with him on valentine's night as his wife was away in France - she sent him a valentine's card but never told him it was from her - she wants him to believe his wife sent it as a plant! In fact, she told me she was out with me on Valentine's night (Im sure her husband will think it strange I was not with John! which I was but of course she was lieing remember!) and got me to send the card so it was my writing! I told her to tell her fella that he should leave his wife for her (because honestly what use is he to his poor wife if he is cheating on her!) - Oh it gets on my nerves so Im not gonna say anymore.
I feel more sorry for my other friend - she is closest to me we have know each other for nearly 14 years. She left her husband as he was a nightmare and I don't blame her - and she moved in with her new guy in November last year with her children and they changed schools as they moved over 40 min drive away. The girls settled nicely into their new schools - we went to visit them over Christmas and they all seemed happy and settled. But, her ex-husband has been threatening, violent and just not comprehending at all. When they went to get some of her girls things from the house he had a knife and they had to call the police - its all been really awful and she has lost loads of weight and had abcesses in her mouth and been on lots of drugs. Awwww I love her so much. Anyway, things have gone from bad to worse - her so called boyfriend has now declared he has had enough and cant cope with her ex-husbands behaviour - he has gone away for the weekend and said to her that she is welcome to stay in his house with her girls as long as she needs to. He doesn't know if he will come back!! Oh and he said he still loves her!! If he loved her he would support her not make things worse. She cant move the girls away from schools again - she moved him with him thinking he would look after them all and he isnt - she has no friends or family around her - I love hour and half away from her - I feel so helpless!! She said she is going to try and move out this weekend while he is away - she will see her Dad tomorrow and hopefully he can lend her some money until she gets her house sold. She won't move the girls out of their schools again - but she feels so lonely!!! John said he would drive me over there to see her tonight but she said she is better left to chat with her girls and that I wouldnt really be of help. She sounded so hurt and flat. She says she doesnt care anymore and she doesnt think she can live with this man even if he decides to stay with her.
Oh dear, I'm just so blessed to have such a lovely man that supports me and loves me.
I love my friend so much and I just want to be there for her.