Sometimes I dont feel like making an entry into my journal - I feel its pointless - sometimes I just cant be bothered. Sometimes I could write reams and reams.
Today I dont know why Im writing.
I feel sad today - sad for two very special people I have met here on J-land - Im not going to mention their names - but they are very special to me.
I want to help them come out of the dark place they are in but feel so helpless because I cant possibly!
This is what is so frustrating about J-land - you meet some great fantastic people but if they are ill or need help - what the hells does an email or a j-land comment do! It dont flippin solve the issue - it dont give them a hug and reassurance.
Some people might not think that the caring is real and I can admit that some journals I read that I dont think about again until next time I visit - but there are some special people who I really really do care about and when there not well it hurts.