Well its Easter hols now! Yay!
Awww I just chatted to my Mum and she said that my Dad bumped into my friend (who I havent seen for years) she told him to tell me her husband has left her for someone else. It made me feel sick inside - I used to be very close to her and her husband and they were like the most devoted couple I knew - they both helped me through my divorce - I thought they were forever! I cant believe he has done this to her! I felt awful then for not seeing them for so long. I tried to ring her but no answer - I will ring her again over the weekend - wonder how she is coping.
I wonder sometimes if it is best that me and John are not married -yesterday I sat with my two friends and listened to them moan non-stop about their husbands. One of my friends's has only been married to hers for a couple of months. She said she wondered if she had done the right thing. All they do is moan, moan, moan - I do wonder why people stay together if they are so unhappy. I no that I havent got a perfect relationship because nobody is perfect but if I was reduced to moaning about John to all and sundry I would certainly wonder if my life was happy! We are happy and thats all that matters - we do want to get married one day but I wonder sometimes if that would spoil it all. But, if we are that happy it shouldnt spoil it!
Then there is my friend who is married with kids and is seeing a married man. She will not leave her husband and her married man wont leave his wife. What is the point! She keeps getting upset - she misses 'her lover' and her husband gets on her nerves. What kind of a life is that? I feel I should be there for her but I just get really cross when she goes on missing her lover and moaning when he hasnt text her back! She cant stand the sight of her husband and she has told him but they stay together for the kids - surely the kids live in a very wierd atmosphere then. I never know what to text her back so the other day I was very harsh and said leave your husband and I also told her that her man doesnt love her and he is just using her - Ive not heard from her since! She might not be happy with the truth!
Oh I cant be doing with everybody elses problems! Does that sound awful? But, it seems that everyone around me needs me to tell me their problems and really Ive got a lot on my plate at the moment. But then Im someone who feel that they should be there for people when they need me. But then John tells me not to be and to think of myself more.
Anyway, I got to go work tomorrow so thats good - a bit of money!! Not worked for ages and ages. Im only casual so only get called in when they busy. But this is the longest Ive gone without work. It will be hard getting back into it tomorrow. Still it will be good to get paid again!
Take care all and have a good weekend.
Bought loads of Easter Eggs today, Yum!