I loved Stuart's entry today - because I realised there is another game I can play on my DS!!!! Can't believe it - I am so excited. Stuart I'm gonna get one when I have got the money!!!
Has anyone tried the Walkers Lamb Mint crisps - they are so so gorgeous - just when I thought I'd cut down on crisps - I find a flavour that is very addictive!!! Oh well.
Didnt have a good day today - my dissertation came back to me - needs loads doing to it - basically says that I'm a crap writer - well she doesn't actually say that but there were no positives whatsoever - and what with Sam's appointment looming I just can't cope. She said to me that she wants the full draft handed back to her in a week!!! Yeah right I'm really gonna do that!!! Another tutor came in to talk to me and I just lost it - couldnt stop crying. My friend Paul explained to him how I was feeling and my tutor said Laine you have to put Sam first. He is right but I dont want to fail this course - I want to do well!! I feel though at the moment that I'm not being a very good artist as my mind is not wholey on it. When she explained to me about my dissertation and what needed doing - I really felt like I wanted the floor to swallow me up as I couldn't see how I was going to do it!!!!! Scary!!
Right now I'm thinking that I'm not going to get this degree finished this year - I might have to defer it - but then John wouldnt be happy it would mean another year!!!
I hadnt told you all that I've not been well myself and the nurse thinks it might be endometriosis or early menopause - maybe thats why Im going crazy!!!! I really need to go back to the nurse - right I'm making that appointment right now!!!