Tired

I don't think my alerts are going out! But oh well, as long as I get things off my chest!!

Really tired today - couldn't sleep last night - why is it that I can sleep so well in the morning when it's time to get up but not at 3.30am!!! I got up and played with my DS - not much happening in my town in the middle of the night!!!  No idea what to do with it today - really shouldnt be playing games - got work to do!!

John helped me loads last night with designing my cubes - I had painstakingly drawn them by hand with ruler! He drew it on AutoCad for me to scale and then he showed me how to put the text on the cube so I could print it onto the card!!  He was really good as he was so so tired bless him! I'm busy doing these cubes - which are lovely!! And I'm putting messages on them - but really have not got a philosophical reason why I'm doing it!!! Help!!!!!!!!!

Poor John - because I was restless in the night - I woke him up too - he was up with me doing work!!  He didnt come back to bed til 5.30 - I at least managed to get back about 4.30 - We are both tired bunnies today!!

Worked hard at work today - got one more lodge cleaned! My friend coming in a minute to pick Joe up as we have a parent evening at Sam's school tonight to see which path he will take for his GCSE's and which ones he will do early.

Oh, I forgot to say (but then does it matter if no-one getting alerts!!) - oh well say it anyway, I've got to go to the hospital next Thursday to see what's up with me! Great! So thats me on Thursday the 8th and Sam on Friday 9th! And John away all week next week!!!!

Well I better go I have got someone visiting my house at 4.30 to see what my room looks like!! (Thats in the game not real life!) LOL

Love Laine xxxxx

P.s. why is file manage on AOL so slow - I've not been able to put on any of my graphics from Diama or Dianna yet because I just cant wait for it to load up!!!!

 

New Game

Well the new game Animal Crossing certainly rocks in our house!! LOL - Now I have my 13 year old (Sam) taking up residence in my new little house and tomorrow my 11 year old (Joe) will want to take up residence too!! Is this game meant for kids LOL - cant I convince them its just an adults game!!! How's my little character going to cope with them in such a small house!!

 

Feeling strange

Wierd!!! I feel really wierd - not sure why - its like I'm nervous about something! Not sure what!

Got so much on my plate at the mo!!! Time - time - time - need more time!!! Feel like ideas I have are crap!!! 

John going away for a whole week next week!! Next week is the week I have an appointment at the hospital and Sam has his appointment!! Just when I need John the most.

I also have to have my work finished by next week!! Im no where near finished yet - and I have to go to work inbetween!!!

Taking a deep breath!!

Hmmmm got my new game Animal Crossing - absolutely love it!! NO time to play that!!!

Had a little play - half an hour!!! Im allowed that arent I?

Must work hard tonight!

Take care y'all.

Love Laine xxxxx

Sunday Sunday

Hi Everyone,

Sorry I haven't stopped by to some of your journals - I've been busy with college stuff - got quite a bit done over weekend but still got loads to do!! I've got lots of cubes to make and I'm not sure yet how I'm gonna get the text on them.I'm actually starting to think its a silly idea - I keep doing that and doubting myself!! It's a confidence thing!

Now to tell you about the text messages I posted in earlier blogs - I got one today and it said 'I hate Sundays' - well its from a friend of mine and she is married with four children - all girls and she is dreadfully, dreadfully unhappy in her marraige - the thing is she is in love with a man that she has known for 25 years but he is married - he sees her now and then when he can - he has told her that they can never be together as he will never leave his wife.  My friend has told her husband she doesnt love him but he wont have it and he keeps texting her and bugging her all the time about them making a go of it.  I have told her that she should leave her husband but she cant because of her girls and her mum lives in part of her house - its really hard for her - but I think this lover of hers is using her big time - its hard to know what to say to her!!

Well that went on a bit didnt it - didnt write the whole lot as it would bore you!!! I'll put her messages as I get them.

Take care all.

Love Laine xxxx

 

Annoyed

Grrrrrrr just did an entry then lost it!!! I so hate that!!

Anyway, just to thank those of you who visited Annabel - bless her - I hope she keeps her journal up - if you would like to pay her a visit then she would be so pleased!! Thanks.

I went to the Nurse today - she said that she expects my hormones are all up the shute!! LOL Probably why I've been feeling the way I am. She thinks I might have fibroids or something (not sure if thats spelt right). Anyway, she has urgently referred me to the hospital - I should be seen within two weeks!! Cripes!! Do hope that doesnt coincide with Sam's appointment!!!

Had a really good day at college. Feeling really productive. Now I'm concentrating on the huge collection of text messages that I have and doing something with them.  I've found a way to make some really nice cubes and I've bought myself a stamp that I can put my own messages on - so I'm going to see if that works out ok. I'll let you know!

I'll try get round to your journals soon - I've got so many alerts to get through - still don't think alerts are going out for my journal much!!!

Laine xxxxx

 

Annabel's blog

Just to let you know that my best friend's daughter, Annabel, has joined us at j-land with her new blog called Annabel's blog.  Please please be kind enough to visit her and make her feel welcome.  She is gorgeous, lovely and cool and I love her to bits. I've known her ever since she was a ickle baby!!

Realised today why I'm not doing much college work - it's because I feel very unconfident!! I don't think I can do it so I put it off - not sure it has anything to do with being a mum, lover, school-run taxi, part-time cleaner, housewife, dog-walker and lover, friend (to many!), agony aunt, computer freak!, nintendog addict and just basically a busy person LOL. Oh and sometimes I have to sleep!! LOL

Laine xxxxx

 

Thank you so so much

Thank you so much to you all for your lovely comments and all trying to cheer me up!! I am feeling better today - John is back :) - and I had an ok day at college - which is better than a bad day!! I didnt get to see my course leader which I was hoping too. But, I hopefully will see him on Wednesday!

I've got to go to work tomorrow! Not looking forward to that its hard work - we are thoroughly cleaning the lodges so that they are spik and span for when the new season begins!

Oh, I nearly flipped again tonight - I think I told you all I have to take Sam up to London for tests to see if he is growing properly (my eldest son)!! Anyway, its on 9th February and it means staying overnight in London on the 8th coz the trains dont go early enough in the morning to get us there on time. Well guess what!!! John has to be in Germany that week - all week!!!! So who looks after Joe and my doggie????   Anyway, I phoned up my Mum and Dad for a chat - and my Dad answered - I chatted to him for over an hour and eventually I told him about my dilema and we worked out that I should go stay with them - my Dad would take me to Brighton Station (trains better there) which means I could go on the Friday and they will look after Joe and Oscar!!! So sorted and Im happier now - also means I can share the experience with them as John wont be here - so I wont feel that alone about it all!!!!

So Im feeling better my friends. Its onwards and upwards and take each day as it comes.

Oh and I have an appointment to see the Nurse on Thursday!!!

Laine xxxxxxx